Their secret desires aren’t secret anymore, to the relief of both

As far back as I remember, my attributes were always noticed by men. I know the effect I have on them, and I have used it and still use it.
My husband and I are both 26. I teach high school and he teaches at a local college. We attended the same college, graduating the same year.

While I was a cheerleader, stirring my wild oats, Ray’s life was all computers. We didn’t even meet until late in our final semester. I fell in love with his brilliant mind, and while he’s not ruggedly handsome like the guys I was usually attracted to, I found him pretty. He was tall and lean as opposed to the beefy, well-muscled type I found so delectable. Mostly I messed with jocks or guys who definitely had no future. But Ray, who adored me from our first meeting, was career-oriented.

I have never lied to Ray when he asked me about anything. Although he knew I was no virgin, I had never opened up and let my passion be unleashed. I had never sucked his cock (I can climax hard that way). We also never engaged in anal sex, something else I used to love. During my “wild” days I had taken first to sucking cock, then to anal sex as well because it was a way to protect myself from getting pregnant. In the process I fell in love with the feel of swallowing a cock and having my ass fucked and of a penis spraying hot come in my bowels.

Last month I was startled to find an issue of Pent­house Letters in Ray’s desk. He’ had never voiced any interest in oral or anal sex or “wife-watching” or all the other activities I began to read about, which brought back memory after erotic memory and made me wetter by the second. I took the issue to the bedroom and masturbated to a wonderful orgasm, then put the magazine back in the drawer.

That evening Ray said the president of his college fraternity called to say they were having a reunion and could he attend? I found myself wanting to get away and told him it would do us both good. I figured while he was with his frat buddies I could visit with a few of my girlfriends who stayed in the area after graduation.

When the weekend came, I was excited to see my old friends. I arranged with my girlfriend Laurie to have dinner with us. She’s one of my dearest friends. We always shared our sexual conquests, and even shared a few intimate bisexual experiences. She was married and had three beau­tiful children a little over a year apart.

Surprisingly, she married an older businessman who she had shared with me early in their relationship. Although he’s a wonderful person, he has a small, boyish penis, and even though she said she isn’t a size queen, she wasn’t sure she could be satisfied being sexually exclusive with such an under-endowed man. But I figured they must’ve been doing something right what with the three children.

Ray went to his reunion, and Laurie and I went out. It was just like old times. We flirted with every good-looking stud in the club. I wore a thin red miniskirt, no bra, a red G-string and a red pair of six-inch heels. I wasn’t leaving much to the imagination, and the more I drank, the more uninhibited I became. Soon I was allowing liberties to a few of the handsome studs, stuff that I would not allow even my own husband under normal sober conditions!

Laurie shared with me that she and her husband had a wonderful relationship once they shared with each other their sexual likes and dislikes. The truth that she shared was that she enjoys having her vagina sucked and licked but she likes to be fucked hard from time to time with a big, thick cock, and although she loved him dearly, she wasn’t sure she would be able to spend the rest of her life without experiencing that wondrous feeling of being stretched to the extreme and fucked deeply.

Laurie said that being out in the open with him was the best thing that ever could have happened to them, because had she not been, she never would have found out about his hidden desire for voyeurism and most importantly his secret fantasy of watching a well-endowed man fuck her senseless over and over and then after the stud is drained and leaves to have her allow him to go down on her.

I was shocked by this revelation, but it did explain why her children seemed to have somewhat different physical characteristics. She admitted that all three of her children belonged unknowingly to a local contractor who is an unbelievably handsome man about our age with a thick nine-inch penis. I began reminiscing of what it once felt like to be fucked silly with a thick, lengthy cock unlike my husband’s average five-and-a-half-inch one.

At just that moment I was approached by a tall, heavily muscled black man. He held out his big hand and asked me to do him the pleasure of dancing with him. I was taken aback, not because I didn’t find him attractive and not because I was married but because I had never been intimate with a black man due to the narrow-mindedness of my family upbringing.

I reached up in a trancelike state and Percy led me to the dance floor. I just let my body move with him and become one with him and the music, and when his hands roamed up and down my body, and the biggest cock I had ever felt rubbed up and down my tummy, I reveled in it! He bent down and tongued my ear and whispered how hot and sexy he thought I was. When he took my hand in his and moved it to the enormous pulsating chunk of heated flesh protruding from his groin, I grasped it and caressed it through the material of his slacks.

“Come with me,” Percy said, and led me out to the parking lot. We walked to his van. He opened the back door, and I climbed in. He followed. Without fully closing the door, we began undressing each other.

“I have never seen a black one before,” I said nervously. Percy rose up, straddled my bare breasts and presented the biggest cock I had ever laid eyes on, and believe me, I’ve seen plenty. He enjoyed the look of awe on my face and smiled at me. “Why don’t you get acquainted with it then?” he said teasingly. “Go on, give it a little lovin’!”

It had been so long since I had a cock in my mouth, I actually found myself salivating! I breathed in the strong, musky scent of his genitals, a scent I so longed to smell. I took his impressive manhood in both hands and bathed its tasty tip with my tongue. The salty flavor drove me insane with lust.

“Damn, woman,” Percy wailed as he watched me devour his cock and balls, “you’re really hungry for dick, aren’t you?”

My spit dripped from his groin, and his seminal fluid had a delicious almondlike flavor I had tasted in the past in the come of a few other men. It always was my favorite flavor. He weaved his big fingers in my hair, and I swallowed to allow the head of his yummy cock to slide past my tonsils into my throat, knowing I was giving him maximum pleasure.

“I’m going to come, sexy,” Percy grunted. “Swal­low it, you sexy cocksuck­er!” Suddenly a jet of warm semen sprayed down my throat. A wonderful orgasm jolted through the core of my body. I pulled his jerking cock out of my throat so I could enjoy the flavor of his come and swallow it by the mouthful. He came so much, I began to think I was going to drown in it. But I was so hungry for his creamy seed that I never lost a drop. I sucked and dredged out every droplet.

His cock remained rigid after ejaculation, so I lay back and he mounted me, saying, “You want this inside you, don’t you?”

“God yes, fuck me!” I hissed up at him. “Give me that delicious black cock!”

“Beg for it, bitch!”

I was so achingly hot and in need to be fucked, my self-respect and pride was the last thing on my mind. “Please give it to me!” I begged. “Fuck me with that big black dick!” I reached between us and angled it to my entrance, and when he pressed into me, the intense feel of big length and girth knocked the air completely out of my lungs. When his big, beefy balls thudded against my ass ring I began to come, and I didn’t think I was ever going to stop. He fucked me more thoroughly than I ever remembered being fucked. When he groaned out that he was about to come, I reluctantly unwrapped my legs from his muscular ass and let him climb up and deposit his load in my mouth and on my face.

I let him fuck me twice more, once in the spoon ­position and once doggie-style. Each time he blasted his delicious come in my mouth, and each time I en­joyed and savored it. It had been so long since I felt my insides quivering and quaking in the afterglow of such an intense fuck.

As we climbed out of the back of the van, I looked across the parking lot and froze. There stood my husband and three of his frat buddies, gazing straight at me! I began straightening my hair and smoothing my dress. “Baby, you are one fine piece of ass!” Percy said. I thanked him nervous­ly but said that I was married and that my husband was looking at us as I spoke.

Ray and his friends turned and walked in the club. I thought one of them had recognized me. Percy asked if my husband was into watching me fuck other men. I said he had never shown any interest, and it was possible he hadn’t even recognized me. He smiled and said I was too beautiful for a man to not recognize me. He wrote his phone number on a piece of paper and said if that’s what my husband and I were into, to give him a call, and also if we were interested he had a few friends that would love to tap my sexy pussy.

That evening at the hotel Ray shared that he had seen me climbing out of the back of the black man’s van. In fact he and his friends watched him fuck me for a few minutes and then climb up on me and come in my mouth. He had no idea it was me until they watched me climb out of the van. He said his friends did not recognize me, however.

To my shock, now that it was all out in the open, just like Laurie’s husband, Ray shared that truthfully from time to time he fantasized watching me fuck some big-cocked stud and had thought about what it would be like to watch me service a room full of horny, well-endowed studs.

I told him Percy was the first black man I had ever fucked, and the only other man I had had sex with since after we were married. I also told him what Percy had told me, and handed him Percy’s phone number. I said if he really wanted to watch me get gang-banged to call Percy and set it up. He was bursting with excitement and especially over the fact that the men gang-banging me would be black.

Ray set it up, and the next evening I was fucked by six black studs in every way imaginable. It was unbelievable! I came more times than I could count. The most exciting part was looking directly in my husband’s eyes while I was sucking and fucking all those virile black dicks! It was a weekend to remember.

Now Ray wants me to go out and bring home men and fuck them in our bed while he hides in the bedroom closet and watches. After I send the guy home he says he’ll come out and suck my pussy. I am thankful for the experience your readers share, and thankful that my and Ray’s secrets are all out in the open.

—J.G., Los Angeles, California