I have always thought that sucking another guy’s dick would make me a queer or weirdo, and I have always been careful about revealing the dream I have had about blowing another man’s cock. Although I have had many opportunities to suck a cock, I always felt afraid to try. Since I have been old enough to go to adult movies, I have been jacked off and have jacked off quite a few men, but I have never had one in my mouth, although I have thought about that very much. I am now twenty-nine, and I would like to share with your readers my initial adult homosexual experience, which happened two years ago in Chicago, Illinois.
One night I decided to go to a double feature at one of our local theaters. From what I recall, the movies were Emmanuelle and Weekend with the Babysitters. They were both R-rated movies, and I figured there would be some “skin action.” Sure enough, there were a lot of bare bodies in the first movie, and I spent a lot of time feeling my cock when a sexy scene was on the screen.
When the first movie ended, I got up from my seat to go to the john. I proceeded to unzip my pants and take a piss when another guy went up to the next stall to do the same. A few seconds went past, and I felt this person staring at me. Sure enough, the guy in the next stall was looking down at my cock. My whole body started shaking. I have fantasized so many times about something like this happening to me. I hesitated for a moment, then thought to myself, Why not?
He continued to look at me, and I decided to show him more. I cautiously stepped back about two or three inches and let my left hand hang down, holding my cock with my right hand so he could get a better view of what I had. Although I only have about seven inches, I consider myself well-endowed, and so do a lot of my female partners.
Anyway, he continued staring and moved his right hand away from his own cock so I could see what he had. He was a little better hung than I was about eight and a half inches , and I was happy that he was circumcised—an uncircumcised dick would undoubtedly have turned me off.
With the looks we exchanged, there was no doubt that we were very interested in each other. After I finished taking my piss, I left the john, and he followed me to my seat. I decided to sit in the second seat so he could sit in the aisle seat. A few minutes went past before he put his hand on my thigh and started rubbing it. My cock was so hard I was afraid it would explode. He lifted his hand up to my genital area and started fondling my dick. I touched his hand very gently to hold my explosion for as long as possible. It felt so good having another hand on my dick, but I was still so nervous that my body was shaking more than before. I decided to put my hand on his cock. To my delight, he was also hard and very horny. He whispered in my ear that he wanted to suck my dick and he wanted me to suck him too. My mind was so shattered then, I didn’t know what to say. I hesitated for as long as possible and then suggested we leave the theater for a more comfortable place. Although I had no idea where to go, we both got up to leave. We stopped outside and talked about where we wanted to go. We decided on a nearby area that was being developed and had many new houses in the process of being built. I followed him and parked in a dark area where no one was in sight. I felt very comfortable and safe there.
We both got out of our cars, and he took my hand and walked for a while to a grassy area away from the road. It was then that he held me close to him and put his lips to mine. I was really shocked by this but decided to go through with it. To my surprise it was a real turn-on when his tongue explored mine. It was the first time I had kissed another man. He dropped to his knees, unbuckled my pants and unzipped them. My cock was so excited I was surprised I didn’t come right then and there. He took my cock into his mouth and started sucking ever so softly. He was fondling my ass at the same time, and I can’t explain the sensation I was feeling. I tried to hold off as long as I could, but then the moment came. I exploded into his mouth. He swallowed every drop and kept his mouth on my dick until I was completely limp.
He then told me it was my turn. I had been given such a fantastic blowjob by him, how could I say no? I told him I had never done this before, and he told me he would be very careful with me and that I should take my time. I unzipped his pants and pulled down his underwear. In front of me was the first cock I would ever suck in my life. I was so scared I didn’t know what to do. I grabbed the base of his cock and started licking the sides of his dick. I was really getting turned on by this, and he was rubbing my hair and giving me support. After a while I put his cock in my mouth. At first I thought I would gag on it, but he was very gentle with me and didn’t force me to do anything I didn’t want to. I sucked up and down on his eight and a half-inch cock, getting as much as I could into my mouth. After about two minutes of me sucking him, I felt him tense up. I grabbed his ass and tried to get as much of his cock as possible in my mouth without choking on it. He came, and I felt so relieved. As so many of your letters have said, there was nothing to it. I had finally sucked a cock!
We both put our pants back on and talked a little more about our experience. We kissed again, very passionately, and decided to exchange phone numbers so we could see each other again. After that initial experience, Kenny and I saw each other about once every two or three weeks. Although I have since moved to Honolulu, Kenny has come to visit me once last year and plans to visit me again soon. I plan to introduce him to a friend of mine who I met on the beach in Waikiki, who hangs about ten inches. I hope we have a fantastic threesome. Although I have had quite a few gay experiences since moving to Hawaii, that first night with Kenny was my most exciting so far. N.B., Honolulu, Hawaii